Member of a traumagenic–catharigenic, semi-structural DID system (host: @LoganDark)
Feral female Flareon, somewhat kinky but terminally panromantic towards other ferals~
Please do not call us "alters", we are full people with our own souls, not just personality states! We say "system members" or just "members". "People" works too!
Discord: Emily the Flareon#3557 or @emilytheflareon
(open to friend requests! otherkin/plural <3~)
(but seriously add me if you interact uwu)
also feel free to use our asks as direct messages! :3
We wish so much to experience this at any point within our lives. We're hoping to reach that point with high doses of LSD (200μg and more) but we're also planning to try something like 50mg of THC at some point in the future.
20mg THC just makes us dissociate and doesn't let us live out any sort of fantasy as a creature. 100μg LSD just makes things around us melt. But maybe one day we will find a way...
when we were first exploring our plurality, we were also exploring weed for the first time. consequently we were very much in an experimental mindset with regards to both, figuring out the limits of what they could do. this is some self-reflection on that, looking back with the benefit of hindsight. what was nice, what was frustrating, what just kinda was. I'm gonna meander through this rather than trying to organize this.
We tried THC around a week ago and literally all it did was make us dissociate really hard. I mean, it was pretty nice and also we finally learned what dissociation actually feels like so we can recognize it in everyday life... but it was totally not worth it because THC makes our ADHD meds stop working for around 5 days~
