part of the entropy experience is accidentally staying up for 26 hours because you found a new hyperfixation and decided to spend all time not spent eating, drinking, or evacuating bowels devoted to learning it inside and out
i refer to snapping out of this as an "is that the sun" moment because thats usually what i say to myself as i do so, immediately followed by all my needs i neglected over the previous day hitting me like a freight train
all this is to say that. i currently feel like shit
