my gender's complicated in a way i have trouble explaining short of just beaming it straight into someone else's head, but i think the easiest way to explain it is like. it's just sorta whatever i feel like at a given moment
there's some consistent bits that stick around, like using they/them pronouns, being dragon, etc. and there's some parts that aren't always there but repeatedly pop up, like being cat and such. but other than that it's in flux most of the time
it's like a quantum superposition in that it's only in a given state when observed