I did something today that I use to do as a kid/teen and now my body hates me. Why must beautiful women suffer.

30 Autistic Transfem Goth
I did something today that I use to do as a kid/teen and now my body hates me. Why must beautiful women suffer.
I had my tumblr account for a decade now. I wasn't always active, but I liked it there. Changes like this are also so hard for me to get comfortable with. I am so unsure of how things work here and that's not just in a technical way. This just doesn't feel like home yet.