What do you call this pain you feel when you have to contain your creative urges because you're stuck wasting your time and energy on menial tasks at work?

Maker of things, destroyer of gender norms.
I'm also on mastodon: http://queer.party/@Jas
What do you call this pain you feel when you have to contain your creative urges because you're stuck wasting your time and energy on menial tasks at work?
Kinda fucked up how the Avengers just decided that undoing the blip 5 years later was still a worthy goal without consulting the general public.
I'll celebrate the Transgender Day of Visibility by taking a day off, effectively making myself less visible at my workplace.