A Bunny approaches from the brush! What would you like to do?

I had a pretty simple story!! found out I liked babyish things when I was looking up drawings of pokemon online at like 8 years old, and found one of a diapered charizard! then I clicked, started looking at similar images, aaaand immediately closed the computer due to fear of being seen

I kinda spent a good few years denying I liked it, that was until I joined twitter when I was 18, found out I actually liked it, and made an alt account!! I kinda made friends early on and kept meeting people. And guess I've been drawing diapers since then!! >w>

Though I only now recently understood just how much I love all these things >w<

Also!!! So very glad you've made that much of an effort to learn and grow and such!! I'm very very proud of you, and hope you keep learning and can make lots of friends around here!! <3

Also, for the making friends thing, I um thought to offer something!

I have a small discord server, and I'm in a small telegram group, ~50 people each, and they're both really comfy abdl spaces with sweet people, if you send me a message I could always invite you to one, if you'd like! That's kinda how I started making friends >w<
(Oh and you're free to send me a message for any other reasons too!)

thought i’d give this an answer since i only recently became public about this kinda thing :-) this is gonna be long cause i’m a rambler, sorry

it started with a kinda life-long piss kink, especially in wetting and desperation. when i was younger i began to seek out porn for the first time, and i kinda began to go down this diaper rabbit hole. i mean, it was a natural conclusion. if, in a fantasy scenario, someones pissing themself all the time, eventually they’re gonna want a solution.

i still consider myself more on the “dl” part of “abdl”, i only occassionally/in phases enjoy the baby part. i think the thing that got me on the adult baby/ageplay side of things though was the tabboo of it all. its never been BEING a different age for me, but instead being an adult pretending to be a different age, if that makes any sense? its always felt a little humiliating to me, and i think thats what i enjoy.

then, and even now, i was/am in a lot of kink unfriendly spaces. moreso, they say they support kink, but ABDL is the big exception. only real freaks and pedophiles like that one. it hurts to hear, but in these circles its mostly friends younger than me, so i don’t say anything since its awkward.

but because of those anti kink spaces, i never felt good about it, i honestly still fully don’t but im coming around to being ok with it. i’m learning to be myself one day at a time and it’s been awesome to do.