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I feel this on so many levels!
I like to play Arma 3 Milsim stuff and I'm pretty involved in a group for it, but everytime I think about it too hard I wonder whether I'm "a girl who likes milsim" or "a trans girl who still likes masculine things."
That being said I mean it really doesn't matter in the end. The imposter syndrome can just hit from time to time and I always feel uneasy about it.
The lesson of course is that gender shouldn't be (and isn't) a factor yaknow? Like who cares if I'm this weird milsim gamer girl I'm gonna kick ass at it and thrive in my lane!