Truly the ups and downs of running games keep ravaging my life lmao and it has always been like this. I get so down on myself between sessions/prep, but of course I don't want to let anyone down, so I keep running the game...and then when I do feel positive and excited its like - well this is what it's all for, right? So I really don't want to listen to the little voices the rest of the time that tell me it's too hard or it's not worth it. Blehhh
Also thank you Lucidchart for the template that I did not bother to change at all xD