Huh. Didn't know you were interested in the occult before. Might grab you something off that wishlist when I get my bonus next month, but in the meantime, I'll recommend the Youtube channel Esoterica in the small chance you're not aware of it: https://www.youtube.com/@theesotericachannel

It's videos on a lot of occult topics, from alchemy to kabbalah to the medieval necromantic underground (an actual thing in medieval German churches) all from an academic perspective. It's mostly the equivalent of college level lectures, though he sometimes does stuff for a more general audience, like his series on the history of Jewish mysticism.