gosh. i hate that i can have a full night of playing stuff and talking to people i like so much then wake up feeling like. burned out i guess? unfair. i dont even expect to wake up feeling the way i did before i slept just like. id rather not feel the massive juxtaposition of feeling really excited, then comfortable, then hollowed out. it hasn't happened for a WHILE but like. its here again. and i forgot how annoying of a feeling it is.
