once plurality stopped feeling weird and novel we just sorta accepted this arrangement as feeling totally natural and never question it anymore. sometimes Julia needs a break and sometimes I'm cool with not existing and just being a comforting floating voice when she needs it. I do like existing sometimes though. I get to eat snacks and drink unhealthy soft drinks, I think my posts are a little less anxious than hers so that's cool too, I give her a break from feeling anxious about her now ex gf, same for feeling anxious about art and numbers on social media or not working.

