I feel like my life could've gone a very different and worse path if I hadn't discovered I was trans and started transitioning. the world sucks shit, life feels difficult a lot of the time but at least I'm still here. I wanna be here until things can get.. better? I wanna feel loved again, buy pretty dresses, move out of my father's house, move out of the country someday. it just takes a long time for anything like that to be possible. but I hope I'll get there someday.

