I've never thought of myself as being particularly attractive (because I wasn't, closeted depressed trans girls usually aren't), but now that I sort of am, going by how willing people are to call me beautiful or cute online, turns out that was the least important thing when it comes to getting into a relationship. funny how that works. I may be "cute" now but still so lonely and still unattractive to others as a potential partner in a relationship. though I dunno relationships are weird and I should be sleeping right now.

