I wish I was capable of giving a shit about pokemon since it's emotionally important to friends but all I see now is a massive multimedia conglomerate and I'm so sick of it all. Fan art can be nice sometimes but it's so much, all the time. I know it's pathetic loudly yelling "I don't care", but the thing is I wish I did, I really do, because I already struggle with finding common grounds (with media for example) where I can relate to and chat with people and with pokemon I mostly have resentment now and not any enjoyment.

