I'd love to have a loving girlfriend again. one who hangs out with me and isn't insane about how poly relationships should work and doesn't hide her face from me. I'm still not "fine" over my last relationship but the more I think about how it ended the more I'm sure we deserved better than being left on read for days and then being blamed for expressing feeling neglected. I love the truesona sunshinez designed me but whenever I think of her I can't help feeling hurt, neglected, treated poorly and her making Ashley cry. she may be a great macro artist and have idk how many partners but to me (and Ashley) she left a sour taste. I don't know how I'm gonna get closure on this if I get any closure at all.

