I need to memorize things and traits I have that could help with my psychiatrist believing me this time. I guess reading up on all this will help to reassure myself too because when everyone in your life (offline) does not believe you, you start doubting yourself too, but I'm not gonna give up and just pretend this was all a big misunderstanding and that I'm neurotypical, I've thought about it before, this all makes too much sense for me to be.
edit: shit I'm just realizing this isn't normal behavior, right? feeling like you have to study for a psychiatrist's appointment. I guess this reinforces the last item on the list...

