Foxtrot ΘΔ🐺

I don't want riches or fame, I wanna cuddle with a cute girl who'll love me for who I am and not judge me, and in that moment of embrace I'll close my eyes and breathe deeply, wishing it could last forever, and I know that I'll have made it. I wasn't unlovable after all.

I woke up at stupid o clock yesterday night because I had a nightmare about my credit card being denied at an airport shop cause it had reached its limit. I really wanted to buy this nonexistent japanese bottled drink that was red with blue jelly bits floating in it but couldn't 😔

I think my brain was dream remembering this... taiwanese drink, yeah I think it was taiwanese, that had floating seeds in it encased in jelly and drinking that one was fun because the jelly and seeds added some texture to the drink. I forget what it was called or what the seeds were but I remember enjoying that drink.

today I did not wake up remembering this dream I had about a.. guy (?) I was following on some sort of show getting mauled by big cats, I thought they were cheetahs but they might've been jaguars. I wasn't the guy but I still felt the experience of being attacked by them while hiding under my blanket which was fun. today that hasn't happened though so I'm glad for that

oh god I had a dream where my cat started wandering the streets and then I lost her, then I went to some fucked up dream mall/supermarket to look for her and the solution was to go to the dentist to get a.. thing done. Then I think I went to sleep and heard her meows somewhere and she was back. after that I went back to the mall/supermarket/hotel, left the cat hanging out at a starting room with lots of doors, closed the doors into and out of the room and then kept exploring. I'm glad I found the cat in the dream but that feeling of looking desperately and seeing a bunch of other's people's pets in leashes and my cat was nowhere to be found and there was traffic and lots of cars.. unpleasant. not a nightmare but a weird dream for sure.