Hi! We're a fairly diverse plural system with various origins and interests! ADHD, autism, likely BPD. Uhm... Yeah, gonna work on this a bit more soon?
i need to eat and today is not a day i can spend any meaningful time in my kitchen until the brain ick has subsided.
i'll wash the one dish in the sink that appears to be getting their attention like nothing else, but then i'm gonna go to the store and get a couple things i forgot for cooking anyhow, and dominos is right next door to that
stop rotating the dragon in your mind I am getting real fucking dizzy in here
What’s being corrupted is the person’s doubts and fears, their hesitation to be themselves, the limits that they believe they need because society tells them they need it. The kind of corruption that can only be accomplished by letting that person have a genuine, enthusiastic role in their own corruption.
It’s letting people self corrupt because they tried suppressing themselves and all it gave them was pain. Where the person they become is the one they always wanted to be, and all I really had to do was protect them while they were vulnerable. Let them realize the potential for this version of themselves was inside them all along, and now they’re safe to embrace that.
Corruption, at its core, is transactional. You're giving up something (sometimes literally but often control, dignity, agency, things beaten into you as societal conventions), in exchange for gaining something you truly want; power, freedom, a preferred form. You're not truly losing anything, just trading in the weight of those external expectations and acquiring a commensurate means to be closer to who you should be instead.
Effectively, you're returning a gift you didn't ask for or want and exchanging it for store credit.
I like to use references from real life when modeling props or environments to use in my 3D universe. Coming up with Bland-Name Products is a lot of fun! But on more than one occasion, the real life reference will change shortly after I've made my recreation!!
