i keep thinking about the end of cohost and what it means and genuinely i am a bit sad i think. this was the perfect platform for me to try and come out of my shell and try and be friendlier in general -- something i fail at on other platforms.
making friends is really hard for me, as is talking about my interests. i feel lucky that people on cohost cared about my cat, my drawings, and my hobbies to some extent. i don't think i will ever get to experience that elsewhere, but for what it is worth? i'm glad i gave cohost a chance. i try not to be sappy about the end of things, because there's always somewhere else, but it never will feel the same will it? so i hope i remember how it felt to have been here at all.