i need to like... play a game that i forcibly cannot like. get into the "i have to be good at this" brain about. i really need to play something that i force myself to just chill out on. that way i dont get as deep into my trauma brain yknow
Team Fortress 2 is my game for this, don't know if you like FPS tough. Is one of the best competitive games out there but at the same time, the most chill and "don't take it that seriously" game that I've played. Like casual and competitive at the same time, and with a lot of people (me included) more towards being casual and having fun.
i do like tf2 a lot yeah, just kind of a weird case. it really depends on the servers im playing but i also kinda enter a competitive brainset over cause i wanna do good and all that. just a me problem, really