autistic transfem lesbian, 25. i like gundam and fighting games. my sona's a cool 9ft robot lady PLEASE ask me about her. (gentle giant, dw)
also a gigantic himejoshi. expect lots of macro posting too
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in reply to @G-Gundam's post:

YEAH like I think my favorite part about stuff like that is the initial nervousness near the starting height and then just slowly becoming "I do not care anymore, everything will be under my shadow" it's like becoming bigger just suddenly makes you more confident which like. yep. yeah. why wouldn't you be.

YEAH.YEAH. YEAH. like for me its that and like. just how GOOD that sensation has gotta feel right. like all that just. making you GROW. in my mind that shit's like a nice massage. can even feel more intense if one wants it to be that way. but it definitely is just a soothing feeling. which almost makes the fact that one's growing like. that much more juxtaposed. makes it like youre being coaxed into growing further. i am so normal about this

this wave of like flustered positive sensations washing over you feel almost instinctively hypnotic. like you're getting conditioned to feel that getting bigger = good, and you start craving it more. it adds to the confidence factor- it coaxes you into thinking "being big feels good. i should be big. i will be big." and getting conditioned by having it feel great. who cares what others think when it feels so good to tower over them, right?

You start to realize that you're not just enjoying the aspect of becoming bigger, but that you were always big. You are just accepting it and becoming what you were always meant to be. It's euphoric in a sense because it's not just you feeling good doing it, but also it feels right. Like, yes. This is what I am. You go less from wanting to be indulgent and massive to being indulgent and massive. And you should be proud!

Also don't feel bad about indulging in these kinds of thoughts- the world needs cool weirdos! Especially ones that take up the skyline. >:3