for someone who is not only way too much of a softie and generally doesnt like seeing people getting hurt but ALSO really isnt into "bad end" scenarios where people's wills and hope get crushed in the face of power, i sometimes wonder how i got into GTS stuff given the popularity of cruelty/snuff/etc. content where its basically just about someone showing insurmountable power
whenever i do macro stuff i always feel like the spongebob image with the flying ice cream truck because i always over specify which like. nobody minds and everybody knows im not about that but im always like I NEED TO MAKE IT CLEAR NOBODY GETS HURT. NOBODY IS HARMED. BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT PEOPLE TO BE KILLED. THAT SHIT THROWS ME OFF TOO HARD