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grey ace, adhdtism
hobbyist game developer, professional procrastinator, and kink trash goblin
I think all the wonderful and nice things you keep making shows that you have a lot more drive beyond just your own survival. If the current hell world does end up completely breaking you down, I'm certain all your friends will help stitch you back together.
I...feel for you. Greatly and deeply. I don't know what else I could say, but I do. I relate to that, even.
I don't know how much that helps, but at the very least, I hope I can at least give assurance that you're not alone.