Thought I was getting better, but turns out I have just been pretending everything is fine when I am just getting worse.

I literally cannot get over losing my job. It's been a year, and the store is doing great still, and the owner has managed to bribe everyone who left a negative review to remove them. That's not speculation either, I know that's what he does because he did it a dozen times when I was managing the store.

I've also been chatting less and less while also fallong off social media. Part of the issue being I am tired of starting every single conversation, and since twitter was ruined there hasn't been a new centralized and agreed upon place for everyone. Cohost is great, but lacks features like private messages and an app to make posting easier. Mastodon is too easy to get blocked by an instance owner and then you can't reach amyone in that instance so ONE person can decide for hundreds if you get seen. FA has slowly been turning into a ghost town thanks to the shit policies and admins. Bluesky is just twitter 2.0 and will have the same problems twitter had...

I don't know what to do, it's impossible to get noticed anymore.

Also, my monthly budget got fucked over because I had to emergency buy a freezer, I have given up several hobbies for financial reasons, and just... It all fucking sucks. Just everything. I hate living.