Well a certain... Gift... Arrived today, I haven't opened it yet, because I feel extremely guilty allowing someone to gift me something, especially something this nice and expensive.

I can't afford to give gifts to anyone, and despite that my dad is pressuring me into giving money to contribute a gift to my mom. I already mentioned that like last week though.

I just... I don't feel like I deserve this. At all. I can't give back, I don't deserve anything. I'm basically putting it in my closet for now to just sorta let it be for a while. Unless I am told otherwise. I just don't know how I will ever not feel guilty over it.