I'm still very much at a point where the thought "oh I'm not a system this is just some kind of pretending, perhaps to fit in with my plural friends" still has some potency, even though there was never a conscious choice to "pretend", but also if we try to "just stop pretending" it doesn't go away?? and so
Based on observations of plural friends, I figured The Plural Experience would include more "randomly switching in out of nowhere and being confused," and I'm fronting so often that like for us 95% of the time I'm fronting.
but also there are these people in my head.
