Do you ever fall in love with the means and forget the ends?
Melodramatic way of saying enginedev is fascinating to me but I no longer really give much of a shit about actually making a videogame*. This counts as mixed-up priorities (as far as doing work that actually benefits anyone) probably.
* exceptions given to not-quite-videogame digital social spaces along the lines of Garry's Mod, Second Life, Minecraft Creative Mode, VRChat, etc.
