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A good friend of Pacman in the Pacland



| Namco maniac |
| Blue Stinger Ambassador |


making lil gameboy toys with @FlowerStudio


it feels like 5 years worth of things happened to me this year...and it was overall really good!

  • In january i went through a lot and started suffering from panic attacks for the first time in my life, and came out on the other side finally understanding that i was nonbinary. not that i need to explain it to most of you folks, but i'm not exaggerating when i say the moment i admitted it to myself was one of the happiest moments of my life. everything feels different to me now that i'm not hurting every day wondering who or what i am.

  • i lost a lot of weight! the effects of intermittent fasting have slowed down and i need to be more disciplined but it's gotten me a long way and is the first sustainable lifestyle i've come across.

  • i feel closer, more trusting and more in love with @velvetorium than ever, and we've been together a long time πŸ‘€ πŸ’– i feel really lucky. he's passionate and curious and keeps pushing his art into new places and mediums, and i'm so proud of all his progress!!

  • i met @moonflowers! among other things she's become one of my best friends and my game dev collaborator/art director. thanks to the projects we've completed, and her motivation/pushing me out of my comfort zone i've made more pixel art in the last few months than i have in my entire life ❀️ i'm so grateful.

  • speaking of game dev! i've been working my ass off as UI designer, pixel artist, composer and illustrator and have made two games with @FlowerStudio! our second project in particular, The Melting Apartment, was such a step up for me both in pixel art and my understanding of GB Studio. i honestly was hoping for 15-20 views on this game, and before long it was being played by some big youtubers to an audience of hundreds of thousands πŸ™ the reviews and comments have been unbelievably kind too. i feel both blessed as hell, and incredibly proud of the hard work @moonflowers and I put into it. we're well into our next project too πŸŽ‰

  • in 2023 i met a lot of great, friendly, creative and smart people on this site! i reconnected with some old friends too. i love all you guys (even you)

What do i wanna do in 2024

  • finish at least 4 games
  • get to my ideal weight
  • do 50 pushups in a row
  • get cuter
  • share my passion more (20 UI Moments posts in 2024)
  • get a raise at work (or a better job)
  • master thai curry
  • get healthier than i've ever been

see yall next year! HA


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in reply to @Hemlocks's post:

This was such a nice read Ash. I knew some of this already but seeing it all listed like this and explained in detail... I'm really happy for you ❀️ I'm glad you've seen so much positive change this year and I want to wish you a happy 2024 and say, here's to a great new year with brand new adventures. Let's squeeze all the good times we can have out of this year because we damn well deserve it 😀

Also, just thought you should know, I'm about two and a half hours into the new year and I can already tell from over here that you're a bit cuter, so you're totally off to a great start! πŸ˜‰

Luv ya buddy πŸ‘