while most of my problems aren't my fault i sure as hell haven't done much to mitigate them lol
literally just been neglecting my needs my whole life and making by on the privilege i was born with
i might seem cool on the Internet, i dunno how i come off tbh, but i am a very miserable misanthropic person who's very closed off and self isolated.
the last few months tho i have been fighting against myself to fix this. finally after all these years I'll fix this. i have to. i've already started and i can't afford to drown myself in my regrets
