IcedCocoa

Everyone sucks at multitasking tbh, and its also okay to just draw in 5 minutes stints or even 2 minutes, for some it helps to kickstart it by just forcing yourself to draw. Personally if I wanna do something creative I really have to split it up into "smaller tasks" and then it doesn't feel as daunting or out of reach (like "never gonna be able to finish this in time" etc). By doing smaller tasks then theres more achievable "goals" a long the way and it feels better.

Not sure if you have the same problem I have, but I feel this on such a deep level. I seriously miss the days when I could just have idea, and at least try to doodle it myself. I knew it wasn't great but I was happy to at least do something and get it somewhat out of my head. Fast forward a few years though, and that stopped being the case; no matter what idea I had I knew I couldn't recreate it accurately enough.

Talking to a friend about it, she mentioned that I might be focusing on the result too much and stopping myself from doing anything because I knew that the result would frustrate me, and suggested trying to find ways to just enjoy the doing of it and not care about what comes of it.

I can also fully understand not wanting to start something when you know that you won't have enough time to fully engage with it (probably why I stopped playing games)...which I don't count as sucking at multitasking but rather recognizing that context switching is hard, especially if there's no good point to switch back onto the task.