IsisStormDragon

Writer, Procrastinator

Demiromantic asexual lesbian in love with Samus Aran. White. 28. Dragon who hoards stuff. I designed a small game once; hope to design more someday.

(IsisDreamWeaver, from Twitter, for any who know me from there)


squeakrushfuture
@squeakrushfuture

continuing to read Altered Carbon (i had the book on my shelf long before i learned anything about its author, unfortunately) and i cannot stress enough the absurdity of writing a story like this that explores the themes it does (the way our physical bodies correlate to our identity etcetc) and also being a super TERF LMAO. writers who can handle transhumanism but transgenderism being a bit too far? very funny!!

in seriousness i'm enjoying it and hooked in by it narratively (outside of some very goofy r/menwritingwomen shit here and there) but you can definitely tell espec with that given context that despite the themes and how it does touch on them in a fairly adequate and enjoyable way, he still thinks more like a dumb cis guy with a narrow POV of ideas he's actually willing to engage with and be challenged by. it really does seems like the kind of story that would be deeply enhanced if the author was a trans person with dysphoria, you know? just seems like a no-brainer to write a transhumanism story with the perspective of someone with body dysphoria and the way that correlates; I Identify As An Attack Helicopter (the short story) was excellent for that particular reason too, and I'm still astounded that people really harassed that poor author and swore it was a transphobic dogwhistle until she had to out herself. no justice

i myself dont consider myself to be someone who experiences dysphoria profoundly but i have enough of a personal grasp on my sentiments and self and the levels of comfort i operate at to understand that this story (at least so far) kind of just only scratches the surface of what it really means for your sense of self and comfort to take your soul and slot it into a bunch of bodies that have nothing to do with you. that shit squirms me just to read about, though the protag and the other characters seem to adjust very quickly. you could make the case that this just proves how normalized that sort of thing is, but given the author's views, i'm going to just make the case that he's a goober who can't truly get to the bottom of the very sentiments that drive the story's concept because that would require actually validating the trans experience. this story is my jam otherwise, so it's pretty unfortunate!!


squeakrushfuture
@squeakrushfuture

the more i read this the more i'm just baffled like how do you genuinely write something like this and also decide to be a TERF. why doesn't the MC suddenly refer to himself as a woman the moment his consciousness gets slotted into a female body? because he knows, internally, that his existence is that of being a man, right? regardless of the current physical form?

guy who wrote a book exploring and acknowledging gender as distinct from sex thinks gender is in fact not distinct from sex. i'm just baffled

it's a shame too outside of some spotty bits i'm having a genuinely good time with this book. im just Wow !!!! the disconnect


squeakrushfuture
@squeakrushfuture

Heartbreaking: Coolest Book You've Ever Read Was Written By Some Annoying TERF

there's this whole passage about how human beings are in a constant state of flux and really even without the ability to hop between bodies, no one is ever "the same" as how you met them

our identity is constantly and perpetually changing in a way that is inevitable, in a way that can only be escaped through death, and the person we meet and learn to love a year from now could have the same appearance and name, and yet not truly be the same person as before
and i found that super resonant

but even more than ever it's compounding on me: how do you write this sentiment and not believe in trans identities. when i get this dude

anyway it was a gripping detective mystery that converged nicely towards the end and an excellent read overall, outside of two horrible sex scenes. easy 9/10 minimum for me. dont give that guy ur money though i didnt know until it was too late


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in reply to @squeakrushfuture's post:

I just watched the beginning of the netflix show some years ago. It was pretty funny to me then how they opened with an asian protagonist and just had him slot into a white Joe McActionguy body after the first scene and never switch back

LMAO LIKE?? i don't actually believe cyberpunk is "inherently progressive"; but the core of many stories are still about challenging a lot of things about society and emphasizing the dichotomy of personal expression with capitalistic exploitation, so having a story, especially a story like this, stay within the the worn constraints of white mcstraightdude doing whiteguy mcstraightdude things is pretty silly!

in reply to @squeakrushfuture's post:

Correct! It's more that, in the context of this story, the author and the narrative acknowledge how biological sex is a separate entity from gender. The author is hilariously on record for saying things that imply he doesn't actually understand or believe in the concept of gender. that's just very comical, because if the author truly didn't believe in "gender", then the main character would have started seeing himself as a girl the moment he got slotted into a biologically female body. He clearly understands "gender", and how a character would want to assert their internal identity when their external perception doesn't match; he just for some reason draws the line when it comes to trans people. and a lot of cis people are like that, which doesn't actually get less silly when they're transphobic.

But more importantly the thing is this story's themes never actually say "you'll never be different from how you're born"; the main character actually has a pretty big internal monologue later in it. He talks about how he once believed that you had an unchanging "core self", but in reality we're all just shifted by various factors, and even if we keep the same bodies our whole lives we could still be completely different from how we were 5 years ago. The emphasis on the "flux" of humanity and the way we're never truly immutable, just shaped by the factors of the universe, is a very resonant sentiment, I think, but in addition it kind of makes his tphobia even more damning. The book just overall paints a picture that he at least somewhat "gets it" and I've seen other trans people cite how they connect with its ideas; but the author's actual beliefs hilariously feel like they spit in the face of the otherwise clear understanding he shows in the writing.