Ended my medication experiment after 2.5 days, partially because I was so much more tired the past two days than normal and sleeping worse somehow. Experiment was inconclusive anyways since I couldn't tell if my anger was suppressed because of exhaustion, because I was more cognizant of what I was doing or something my partner was doing.
The low self-worth stuff is still there but whatever, that's normal.
It's nice actually feeling awake lmao.