i "like to top it off with" not being skilled enough to [do anything creative] and also not really "feeling like it" for any game I touch, because "it's a waste of time" (i know it's the point but still) or "to much of a hassle to get into" (unskippable long intro / loading screen / to much reading or story / complex mechanics / too much playtime until the good shit starts...) and you get my "favorite" past-time: doomscrolling whatever website I haven't depleted of new-content yet and/or going to bed early or reading the same page of a book over and over again because it's a bore and i keep nodding off and the last line just doesnt make any sense..

sorry you're not having a good time either