one of the most important things to know about using cohost is, you know how on twitter you try to make high-quality posts that people engage with and are funny or insighful?

forget that shit

i want low-quality posts

cohost needs to become goblinised

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i was thinking to myself: haha funny... bug something out that appears as whitespace haha...

but actually? i am totally behind all of this, completely seriously. me defaulting to lowercase is a symptom of "im done trying to be meaningful and legible. just get yer point across. or dont. doesnt matter"

why am i friends with the people i am friends with? or why do i yearn to have more than just those ... ? ... its a handfull, not more... definetly not because of their squaredness! they accept my quirks for what they are and dont judge me based on my looks.. (*

i tend to write the way i would talk, except blessed by constant use of C-del and C-backspace; i can express what i mean, hoping my punctuation helps in differentiating between jumpy thoughts

i would have to study psychology and various languages before i could express myself properly without those crutches.

(* ...me and wifey tend to cuddle up and watch hourlong meme compilations for fun... there was this one vid of some dude talking to someone like "i need you to get down there boy!" then switching to the main camera and showing what appeared to be (sorry, its an easy drawer to put them in due to their looks) emos, and the one talked to who was standing on a small wall/ledge was just crossing their arms and looking down all serious.

camholder went on about how they were "that kinda person" and how they shouldnt be that kinda person... (as in "dont pretend you're an anime character that's cringe")

sorry dear camholder, but this video makes you the cringest of the trio: you have no better thing to do than run around recording "weird looking" (tiny janet voice they were all cute actually) strangers and laughing at their looks and behaviour?? to be quite frank: you are fucking lucky they didnt kick your butt/kamehameha your phone for laughing at them.

my default stance towards any new person i meet is: "i dont like you, because in the past people were mean to me so i expect nothing else from you." is that healthy? i dont think so. certainly not for having many friends...

im so tired of having to rush to work every morning... cant we just chill and let me come in like, whenever?

i keep coming in late, it doesnt seem like anyone cares, but it sucks. especially on days like today: didnt even have to direct lo1 to get dressed for kindergarten nor did i have to bring her... and still couldnt manage to get anything done in time... now im in half an hour late and everythign sucks