External stressors - financial and otherwise - have been weighing on its spouse and itself. We're likely to be rendered homeless in the next three to five years (what no rent control does to a mf). This one has felt listless and under distress with no clear avenue for affective outcomes.
Seeking guidance on alternatives, including permanent living inside a transport van, while there is time to plan.
It has also found a new girlfriend. She treats it well. The NRE is quite strong, but this one should be more careful; escapism is intoxicating.
scared, mostly. knowng it's coming but feeling powerless.
but in a positive note, this one's self destructive tendencies have been held in check?
