I really wish I could just create whatever the hell I want without worrying about money
I've been writing a halloween story and honestly this is great, I love writing it and I want to do more with these characters. I could use them for smut, but this story isn't really focusing on the smut side of things so they're actually characters beyond just the purpose of getting the reader off
I want to write my novel idea too, but god damn the risk reward for that is probably out of the question at the moment. don't want to sink a year or more into it only for it to flop
still, writing for myself on my own terms is great and refreshing and reminding me why I started creating to begin with