• <- look at this lil fella

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i do not know when i will be able to walk in the land of the living again, but when i do, i will look back at you with tears in my hollow eyes. even though i may continue to drift endlessly, i will always cherish you for keeping me strong and sending me the right way. every day i spent with you was more beautiful than anything i had been before.

i will love you.
i will miss you.
i will remember you.
thank you.

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god i should probably actually start doing some proper fem voice training. not for gender reasons though, i need to do it because my voice landed square in the middle of "enby" once i started discovering more about myself and it fucking hurts to talk for too long now.

also remembering how one day during high school i got really fucking sick and after i recovered i lost a whole high pitch register from my voice, and instead of working with this change in voice range, i kept talking in the same voice range for a long time even though the high end of it no longer existed.

i probably finally started to adjust my vocal range downwards by the time mask mandates were getting removed everywhere, but that didnt fucking last for long lmao


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OOOHHH VOICE TRAINING STUFF!!! my favorite!!!!! ive been doing this too tbh since testosterone has made my voice deeper… even though t has made it naturally drop i still felt a lot of throat soreness and just general weirdness/discomfort that im tbh still kind of shifting through BUT.

a technique that helps me adjust my pitch (and quickly) is the big dog small dog technique. basically think about how a small dog sounds when they pant. its kind of fast ish and higher pitched and what not. try mimicking what you think a chihuahua would sound like after a good walk! this helps raise your larynx so you can better pitch your voice higher if that makes sense. theres a bunch of other exercises and tactics to do this but i use this one a lot (even tho its kinda weird and awkward). i do the opposite one and pant like a big dog would, deep, heavy breaths with a low pitch so my voice can be deeper. granted i do use both because my parents do not know im transitioning and have been a little sus about my voice sounding “different” if you will… they think i have a cold sometimes but when im planning for a phone call with them i pant like a small dog and raise my voice so i sound a little more normal to them, then after the call i’ll pant like a big dog and lower it again. its very very hard and it is a skill that can be developed but you can do it!!! voice training is honestly kind of fun sometimes! its weird and awkward and sometimes uncomfortable physically at times but you’ll get there! i was able to learn a few things from youtube videos tbh, ones that are made my trans and gender queer ppl even and they have been super super helpful, def recommend checking some out! good luck lemin!!! 🥺🧡 i believe in u!

bruh i already make beepy dog sounds when im tired and it makes me raise my voice into head voice or whatever. i already messed around with voice training stuff about a year ago but didnt actually follow through cuz its a lot of effort that i could live without doing. but now it ✨hurtssss✨ to talk regular style and i gotta do some work to soften my voice. so might as well fool around with my voice again while im at it.

when i heard your voice for the first time (air-fried spicy pillow vid), my thought was either you were one of them trans who randomly adjusted their voices by accident, or you had consciously done some voice training before.
sounds like it's the latter???

my voice by now is also squarely in the middle of ”enby“, and i personally really really like it, but it's frustrating that it still sometimes gets me ”sir'd“ on the phone (like today), since most people's brains typically still have to pick a binary. 😅

that said, it'd be nice to be able to make a perfectly unambiguously fem voice if i wanted to, but it's hard to motivate myself to do much more when i've already hit good enough. 😅😅

big dog smol dog is so cool because a lot of it can make sense to many people from reading alone.
of course, being able to hear audio clips is a big help, too, but this one technique surprised me compared to others as someone who communicates a ton with people through texttttt