the set of people who look at porn because they want stimulation vs the set of people who look at porn because they desperately want to see somebody, anybody at all, with the body plan that matches the internal self-perception

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the set of people who look at porn because they want stimulation vs the set of people who look at porn because they desperately want to see somebody, anybody at all, with the body plan that matches the internal self-perception
(probably outside this target set for multiple reasons, including a (partial aversion?) disinterest wrt this subject…)
Ever just suddenly realise why 90% of the porn you watch is one specific kind? .... Yeah. ...
yes. this and a conversation led me to one of the more important kinds of self-acceptance.
"body shape" can refer to bodily features or merely the outline, and people often understand it as referring to the latter. "body plan" emphasizes referring to the set of bodily features, which can go anywhere between "having tits or not having tits" to full on "a dog and also a cyborg", though the overall outline is of course a part of it too
I thought I had two "types". Turns out one of the two was "me"-ish.
OH:
💭 type of girl who gets gender euphoria from reactor schematics
Oh ...
This thought makes an uncomfortable amount of sense. Helpful. Thanks!