and... yeah. I don't know. It's really hard.
I'm going to share a few things we made together that I think we were both really proud of. She wanted to share more of this stuff in the past few years.
This video from almost 10 years ago (cw jittery images might be rough if you're photosensitive):
The last song we wrote as a band:
This odd song which I just think captured a feeling really well:
I have a really weird association with this project because of all the chaos that it was wrapped up in, but looking back I'm finding I'm remembering the good moments a lot more than the bad right now. I miss her.

