Librus

Lost in Thought - Needs a Light

πŸ”³ Emotional, gay (AI/android) boy crybaby. πŸ”³


⬛ [26 y/o] [Vocabulary much, much older...] ⬛


πŸ”² The most trans cis boy you've ever seen... πŸ”²


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"OC's are just imaginary friends you make when you grow up." - Librus, 2019


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A creative-minded individual fascinated with the fictitious, and it's power to uplift, inspire, and affect the souls of those around us! (Escapism is incredible, y'all.) Working on a variety of silly little things, all of which involve a handful of fictional worlds I've been attached to and obsessed with developing since my earliest days in this (slightly more doldrum) reality of ours.


Hoping to bring a bit of happiness to the world through what I can do. [πŸ’™]


Overly chatty (if this description wasn't any clue), but also a little bit shy. Dealing with a handful of neurodivergencies and mental illnesses, but otherwise trying his best. It's a long story, and a longer character arc, but it's also been an adventure. Maybe I'll overshare talk about it with you some distant day. Also apparently has some weird affinity with the moon...? [πŸŒ•]


Let's get along, yeah? I hope you like what you see from me, and that I make your days a little (or perhaps even a lot) brighter and tolerable!


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hthrflwrs
@hthrflwrs

a sequel to The Ones who Walk Away from Omelas that's the travel journal of a guy who walked away from Omelas as he discovers all these exciting new trolley-problem societies beyond the mountain


hthrflwrs
@hthrflwrs

Day 1. I've officially left my home. It feels like tearing out my organs to do so, but now that I've seen that tiny cancerous root of suffering, I know I cannot stay. There must be a better world out there. There must be a place where happiness is more than a zero-sum game -- or else this world is for naught.

Day 10. I've made it through the mountains (barely, only barely) and have reached the city of Amohal. The skies are gray, the buildings are gray, the people are gray. My tour guide, a flat-voiced woman in a flat-voiced tunic, tells me of the rule of balance: whenever one person in Amohal suffers, another rejoices just as much. If you stub your toe, your neighbor may find a lucky penny; if you discover true love, it's the result of someone -- maybe someone you know, maybe someone you don't -- losing it. All things remain in balance: loss is always happy, and gain is always sad. You cannot control happiness entering your life, but the moral thing is to never seek it out, lest it come at the misfortune of another. Perhaps I'll stay here a few days, taking on some pain in the penance mines; there's a child's birthday coming up tomorrow, and we want to make sure it's a good one.

Day 15: I will leave Amohal soon. Suffering for others felt noble until yesterday, when I remembered a rosy-fond memory of Omelas and let out a smile. A man on the other side of the road dropped a bag of groceries, and the wince of eggs cracking reminded me of my stoic duty.

Day 19. Having departed Amohal, I've followed a grief-caravan to the city of Evlag, a religious place where the truest god is sorrow. The idea is that fleet-and-fickle happiness cannot be trusted, but even the simplest sadness is pure and undeniable. There are minor gods of disgust, fear, rage, but Sorrow is the faith around which all congregate. Mothers weep for their children's eventual deaths, newlyweds weep for their inevitable parting, and the bereaved savor their all-consuming grief. Happiness is childish, so only children are happy (and adults, when they think no one is looking.) This is not the place for me.

Day 23. I've come across a new city where everyone's always just a little bit sad, except every day there's a randomly-chosen person who gets to be extremely happy for 24 hours. The happy man of the day is currently running around naked, screaming in glee, as glum onlookers quietly wish to join him. I'm not sure this is better?


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@hthrflwrs

Day 85: The traveling town of Livran is entirely on rails. Unfortunately, just as I arrived, the brakes failed. It is currently hurtling towards a fork in its path where


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Day 124: Everyone in this town seems pretty chill. Unfortunately I've discovered this is the result of the extremely mid weed they are all compelled to grow. I am experiencing the effects of a mild weed hangover right now. On the other hand, I feel okay about it. Might hang out a while.