It's interesting: The more I reflect on this whole "Vtubing" (still trying to fight the wincing at the phrase. "Living" is turning into a synonym for that whole realm, isn't it?) thing, the more I'm actually like... feeling motivated to try? Like "Yeah. Yeah! This is something I could do, and perhaps do really well!"
... I'm not used to thinking like this about things I do, though, so it sort of loops back into these weird doubts that I'm... hyping myself up too much, I guess. I mean, odds are this won't be a thing I really start doing for a few months at the very least, as I'll need to learn the software and actually bang together all sorts of assets, including a little .pngtuber placeholder and such. Will I still be excited about the prospect as I was when I was here today? It's hard to guess...
Still, it really looks like a way to fuse all sorts of passions of mine into a single, cohesive thing, while allowing other passions of mine to not get sucked dry of all joy by totally relying on them all.
On one hand, I feel like I'm "becoming too many things", but on the other, I'm hoping sort of... multi-focusing on various associated hobbies/skills sort of keeps enough diversity to allow me to adapt to future shenanigans and also not die of boredom preemptively. I hope that latter hand is the correct one...