Loosf

Hi hello. Agender faggot.

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Weird furry.
RaccoonRobot
Spicy alt: @LoosfButHornt


Chatting with a friend about my robot fursona and how it is exploratory and has helped me figure things out about myself

gone from accidental thing because I could not execute the original idea to a very exploratory representation for me.

Wishes, desires, idealization and yet giving an idealized form severe issues that i have. BUt that desire to open up myself and trust, and bring joy with that trust.

at a point had very limited memory capacity. Memory issues. Some were lost irrevocably (though in the way I have written a lil about it, it was stored separately, trying to keep it safe while upgrading so they could be there) So treasured memories are gone, but keeping pointers to them as a reminder.

I have memory issues. I take notes to be able to remember. I do keep external memories that way. I cannot really access a lot of memories by will alone. I need some stimulus to trigger the remembrance

so of course things are missing.

But I am still here. I am me.


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in reply to @Loosf's post:

Yeah, our fursonas are our ideal selves, but they also exist in the context of the world as it is, and they help us figure out where we fit and how we see our true selves.

My fursona's flaws and rough edges reflect my own, and light the way for how a creature with my quirks, rough edges, and unique attributes can fit into an idealized world. It gives me kind of horizon I can aim for and pull lessons back into this world.

Plus a comfy escape, sometimes it's just fun to beep :3