I often feel like I am only ever barely tolerated. That I should leave the environments I am in. That I am taking space and resources for others.
That I should just not be around.
It has been hard for me to convince myself that no, unless explicitly told, I do belong.
That in some spaces I am actually wanted.
That I participate and help.
Often feels I should not be around.
Never actually gets easier, but I have told myself to not assume.
Until I am actually kicked off.