LotteMakesStuff

Hi im Lotte and i make stuff.

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This video popped up on my YouTube homepage for some reasons, so seeing as I currently CANNOT SLEEP I thought heck why not give it a watch. It’s a pretty good analysis of Inside Mari, which is an incredible book I wanna read again soon - I’ve never really seen anyone else talk about it before so I’m glad it’s resonated with someone that deeply. All in all, it’s a good video essay and worth giving an hour to


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Kay mentioned this last night and said she’d screen this for me because I’m afraid it will make me mad. After we both finished the series we talked about the ending every day for about a week. I have a lot of thoughts and opinions about Inside Mari but they’re hard to spill out into written words without a lot of contextual scaffolding and I’m likely to piss people off unintentionally so I haven’t written much about it. But like Kay said last night, I hope this presents a different reading of the ending than the one we came to, which is that Inside Mari is transphobic in a profound way that few but the most closeted trans people could ever be. The author just openly refuses to see the world as a place where trans people can exist ontologically, like we can’t have a category, can’t be considered as a way of being in the world. I do keep reading his work, though, because it’s so good right up to the point where he has to confront the ontological reality of trans people explicitly, where he 100% of the time fumbles in a way that is so disappointing because he perfectly and in detail portrays every other aspect of the trans experience in a way that feels so loving.

i thiiiiink you might get something from this video then? I think her reading of the ending, and like the scaffolding she analyzes it under is probably quite different to yours.

Yeah, the mangaka deffo has something unaddressed going on - but she for sure felt seen by the book and i think its a good watch. Pay attention to the trigger warnings in the beginning if any of that's an issue for you tho.

Totally, thank you. And to be clear, I feel absolutely seen by 95% of everything of his I've read; it's just that it's always a deep disappointment reading the ends of his works; they feel like such a deep betrayal because the rest of his work makes feel so seen and depicted.