Feeling depressed because I've never really been able to form a genuine connection with anyone, and it feels like I'm getting too old for that to ever happen. It sucks that it seems like it's something my brain just can't do, but can still feel jealously over.
It's great when you're told by the person you live with that you're useless and that you should just end things.
Feeling incredibly depressed today. Absolutely zero dopamine.