I'll quit making art for a long-ass time and when I come back the first thing I do is make a far-more-elaborate-than-I-know-how-to-manage piece that sucks all my energy and takes forever because I can only work on it for, like, 20 minutes before I get tired (because I don't know what I'm doing) and then I get disillusioned again.
I need to stick with sketching until I can bring myself to do studies again.
