This is a tough one! I guess you’re asking what my ideal irl body would be, though, right? Not so much a tf question (save for the initial change, I suppose), but still very interesting…
I think my ideal all-the-time form would be largely human, with some adjustments and a few animal features. Those adjustments would be “slightly more androgynous” because I’m genderfluid, and “unable to grow facial hair” because I don’t like the way facial hair looks or feels on me regardless of whatever the current gender mood is.
The animal features would just amount to “big fluffy raccoon tail and ears”. A splash of furry (okay maybe a pretty big splash) and plenty of room to make up the rest with cosplay (face paint, paw gloves/boots, etc) if I ever feel the need to do so. And if I want to be something else I can just… uh… dye the furry parts to different colors? Hmm.
This is a good ask, but very tough. Tragic that the blessing of tf would only touch my life just the one time. Truly a lesson about the dangers of permanent tf…
