I get someone talking to me and tells me he's concerned because I "look agitated"
and I'm not even trying to look anything except someone trying to vibe on his phone
like do I have to go out of my way to look not-agitated in public? If so, why and how? How do you even test this
guess this is where not having someone to regularly talk with outside of immediate family takes its toll. But it's not like fixing it is easy because: I don't work, I don't go to school, there just aren't good community events where I live which is a rural town 2-3 hours away from a major city in all directions.
Used to I'd save up for a convention just to get the chance to hang out with people I have stuff in common with but that seems impossible anymore because there's always one more thing I need/want to buy, and my laptop is getting old enough soon enough I'll have no choice but to try to put away money for a new one of these, even though they seem so pricey compared to the last time I had to get a new one