Realizing how fucked up it is that this job has made it so I'm gonna have to relearn empathy in certain situations.
I've become very... I suppose aggressive and bitey about things. Not with friends, but with strangers. Why are you telling me this?! Why are you asking me this?! Why are you talking to me?!
But. At least I've realized it's a problem I guess. It's just sad.
Been here almost two years. Hoping it doesn't take that long to unlearn this shit.
But Monday is my last day and I'm gonna take some time to heal. And go to Dr's appointments finally. I haven't had a physical in 5 years. And I haven't been to the dentist is uuuuuhhh almost 2 years lol.