Mentat-Emulator

My names are Hannah, Lydia, and Ada

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Just a trans girl trying to survive.
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I'm trying to take steps to actually handle my crippling loneliness. I haven't actually done anything yet, but I've been making plans at least. I've been looking for local events that might be fun, things I can go to on a regular basis, maybe make some friends if I'm lucky. It turns out the library hosts tons of stuff every week. There's art classes, game nights, lots of options. And it just so happens that my town is actually doing a pride celebration, and it's next weekend. So I'll have to go check it out. Everyone knows all the cutest girls hang out at pride.

So I'm not just gonna lay down and give in to despair forever. It's hard to find motivation, but there are things even I can do. Places I can go. I just... have to figure out how to talk to people now. Anyone know how this is done?


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in reply to @Mentat-Emulator's post:

you too tho.... we'd all be unstoppable.... they nerf our social skills for fear of what we can accomplish v_v

your plan to go to social events sounds wonderful though, i hope you have a nice time!! i'm sure it'll be easy with common topics to discuss

Uhh being Not Good at socialising myself and yet sometimes somehow managing I still don't know what advice to really give. Ideally, be out there, put your interests out there and see what people resonate with you. Smaller events like the library ones you're describing might actually make that easier than a pride celebration, as I'd guess that in the former you're more naturally put into group situations with a chance for getting to know peeps without having to randomly Approach Someone?

That's my thought as well. I don't really expect to make any connections at pride, but it is the one place/time around here that I'm guaranteed to be around other queer folks, so obviously I'm going. A big barrier for me is just the ability to start a conversation. I really need someone else to prompt me, or I'm at a loss for what to say. But I don't expect anyone to have a solution to that, it's just something I have to work on.